Last Day in 2011

Yeahhh!!!
Good bye 20011~~
please go away...
2011 give me so much of pain..
please go with all my pain..

Im Hottest yes i do!!

Hottest!!!
I'm really proud to be Hottest!!!
yeah i do!!
Once HOTTEST forever HOTTEST!!
I LOVE WooYong, JunHo, JunSu, Nichkhun, ChanSung and Taecyeon
Obviously my bias is Taecyeon!!

Happy OkCat Day!!!!

Baby!!!
Happy Birthday..
OK Taecyeon Oppa!!!
not much i can say..
but the only true things hat i want u to know that
I LOVE YOU!!!
muchhhh... very much!!!!
Plz live longer to put my smile on my face n give me oxygen to breath!!!
auwwwwwwww...
u r my hottest namja baby!!!
LOVE YOU!!!


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy 23rd Birthday Dafi

Happy Birthday Dafi!!!!
Saengil Chuka Hamnida!!

Its reached 5 years since our 1st met!!
yeahhh!!! not much to say..
i juz wanna wish u happy always
n success in your carreer..
happy with your loves n life..
your happiness is mine too..
Let your self happy...
i love u no metter what..
i love you..
n i love you!!!

Happy Birthday Dafi!!!

2pm Hands Up Asia Tour

Put Your hands up!!! Put Your hands up!!! put put put put put put.. Put Your hands up!!!

weeeeeeeeeee... *wertyujkjnhbvcx*

Happy like crazy... ok2... i reached to Stadium Negara at 8am.. im lucky coz fify do reserved a placed for me in a que line.. becoz she arrive at the stadium 8pm on 24th nite.. michessoe?? hahaha... then i do queing there for 11 hour.. for sure not standing laa.. since fify was da 1st person queing for Free Sitting Right area so im 2nd.. hahaha.. happyyyy.. so my place is under roof n near door where i can feel da air cond too.. haevenly.. but of coourse i felt boring too.. so i meet some fren there n rounding at that area.. jalan2 sampai penat then duduk balik.. makan n jalan2 balik.. que for some official 2pm merchandise.. damn great moment with Hottest :) the best part is when all of us start to stand up and waiting for da door to open.. my gang do sing 2pm song as loud as we can.. hahahhaa... since they r playing some song from 2pm so our spirit is increase for da concert.. when da door is open me n fify run like hell in order to get a best place for da best view.. yeahhh!! we make it!! when da concert start i feel like im dreaming.. i look my 6 namja by my own eyes.. all performance was DAEBAK!!!! but da awesome time when Taecyeon jump to da audience n it juz near my place.. i was scream like hell... i wish he will come to my place.. he do noticed me shouting n waving to him.. he do look at me n wave to me back.. OMG i was like @#$%^Y$TEWRTE%%^$ hahahhaa... speechless.. his eyes is the tiger eyes.. :) that was the awesome nite of me.. then when they sang thank you i was like crying with undesribable feel.. really!!! then me n my bro go to da backstage gate n waiting for da boys to came out.. unluckyly the wan was curtained so we cant see through it.. but feel happy when nichan heard im screaming to him n he do wave to us.. :)

My Great 2PM days Y♥o♥Y

Assalamualaikum... Annyeonghaseyo chinggu \♥,♥/

2PM 2PM 2PM 2PM... Arghhhhh!!!... That is the only things that play in my mind from a week ago infact till now.. im forget everything about my problem n my love (termasuk pasal my Janggun-nim).. only 2pm in my head.. michesseo??? hahaha..
Start with da countdown.. keep on conting down since i get da tix from Viva Home.. everyday every nite im conting down without fail.. and at last da day arrives...

23/11/2011 - Wednesday...
a bunch of rumours is played all over internet bout their arrival time n place.. i juz gamble n went to KLIA as early 7am... coz i heard da boys will touch down about 7am -10am.. it was a really bad day for me.. because after 7hours (lucky i found Kah Mei.. she did accompany me..) of waiting i juz get a genuine info that the boys will arrive at 10.30pm.. i was like crying.. i cant wait till that hour coz it will be no transport for me to get back home.. so i'd no choice, i have to forget about waelcoming da boys n juz going back.. on my way back i was really sad n crying.. my mood is totally going down.. :( i felt very bad, as soon as i arrived home.. i off my phone n juz sleep.. its a record when i went to sleep about 9pm tat nite.. it was my bad day ever...

24/11/2011 - Thursday..
Its a Hi-5 Session day.. because of i cant see them when their arrive, i plan to stalk them at the Hilton KL Hotel.. but im in dilemma, should or shouldnt go?? i juz keep on thinking.. then suddenly i decided to go there n talk them.. as well as my say yes i juz take LRT n go to Hilton.. i ask Kah Mei to wait for me there.. as soon as i arrived there, Sarah start a conversation with me.. shes the one who que behind me at the Viva Home.. we have a great talk, then come a fwe Hottest n join our conversation.. it was greatt, juz knowing them about a minute but we all can get along.. after Kah Mei n all the Hottest is in for the Hi-5 thinggy only me n a few Hottest who is unlucky to get the Hi-5 tix left at the carpark.. then i go to a group of 4 girl who looks like planning some evil things.. i juz go into their conversation, then we decided to juz go inside the Hotel n stalk them.. we pretend like wanna use the toilet, then the guard let us in.. yes!!! its da tyme.. we stalk all over place to know where is the event location.. at last we get da information, directly we went to da place.. at level 6.. we heard Hottest shouting like hell when the boys make their appearance.. on tat tyme, i really cant control myself.. i juz go n stalk them from a small hole at the door.. then i saw my taec.. OMG!!! i cant believe i see him!! but i still cant control myself.. i wanna see more.. at last i push the door.. OMG!!! i see TAECYEON n his figure!!! OMG he so hot!!! but unluckyly the staff noticed me.. he push me out.. its ok.. i already saw my Taec.. i feel like in dream.. :) i juz smile like silly girl, shouting n jumping.. hahahaha... that is my 1st tyme ever to stalking someone like that.. hahahaha.. after that i still try to enter the room, after that one Hilton bodyguard came out n shouting at us.. he ask us to leave the floor.. hahaha.. i juz smile at him.. buat bodo suda.. dah penat dia halau xda org dengar.. after he enter the room back we go to door back.. hahaha.. when the door open we try to stalk again.. n a saw my taec again... after the Hi-5 session ended.. me, saah n kah mei still wait at the car park to stalk them.. because they will going to Stadium for rehearsal after the Hi-5.. but we cant managed to wait till then because the driver said they might leave from other floor.. n we juz went bak home.. prepare for da concert.. :)

ill continue about da concert on the next post :)

my great team

This is my team..

they juz put a bright smile to me..

guys.. thx for da beautiful frenship
that i could never buy anywhere..
all the time that we spend together
such a great time for me..

kak siti... mummyyy.. hahaha.. thx for ur kindness
fierra.. nnt kite g kahwin awak k..
hajar.. detektif yg cantikk..
yasmien.. suara rock gitew.. nice to knw u..
nana.. sonok borak ngn ko..
yana.. i love karaoke wit u.. len kali kite g lagi k..

Pen.. sonok layan ko punye mengarutness tuh...
panjang.. ko punye 'star' wanna be attitude tu sgt lawak k.. hahhaa..
Hanafi.. klu ak tgk green apple sure igt ko.. hahaha
Hafifi.. physio yg paling sempoi n gilerr...
Fadzil.. thx selalu teman aku makan n layan kerenah aku..
Joko.. hahaha.. kau lawak tp ak suke dgr ko membebel..
Ijal.. ko belakon mmg best.. gud luck bro..
Joe flizzo.. kau mmg ske mengarut n wat bunyi2 yg pelik.. kekeke
Hirman.. lets go clubbin together one day.. rindu ko do mel!! hahaha
Amirul.. ko xbyk cakap.. tp best.. gudluck budak ptpl..
Syafiq.. hahaha.. sally yg akan aku igt sampai biler.. kelas ko nokss..

my dear cikgu..
cikgu avaa... gerak gerak gerak khass.. hehehhe.. cikgu thx for da input.. i hope i can learn more from u.. cikgu sgt best n sempoi.. love u cikgu!! sowi sbb amik masa lama sgt utk scene kaunsel singh tuh.. hehehe..
cikgu sherry.. cikgu mmg sempoi n rock!!! thx sbb sabar je ajar saya masa nk deliver dialog kaunsel singh tuh.. btw this is a confession.. sebenarnye da lama saya nk ckp ni... saya suke sgt lakonan2 cikgu since tari tirana lg.. :)

thx guys...
thx for everything...
juz love the way you are..
bogo shippo...
♥♥♥♥♥

so bad so sad so stress..

so bad so sad so stress...
so.. so.. so..
ottoke??? hurmm..
i juz cant bear to live this way..
i juz cant bear this feelin anymore
i juz cant bear to hurt again...

so bad..
when i still dont know
what is da status???
my heart is non stop
beating with his name
my adrenalin is running fast
with his looks..
love me??? or not??
really need da answer!!

So Sad..
when i cant have it
when i really need it!!
i am desperately want it!!
i wish i could turn back time
and i would choose the right things again..

So stress!!
when i feel bad n sad in da same time..

Dont be nice to me... Jong KooK..

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder

I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about ti again and again as if I took a picture

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchantly introduce me as just someone you know

The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't wat to answer, but I couldnt
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way

Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool infront of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

hey Stalker!!

hey ya mr.stalker!!
i juz wanna let u know that
i hate u!!!

Please keep your self out of my life!!
i dun need u in my life..

plz keep on reminding yourself
that WE dun need u!!!

~kthxbye~

Single and available ♥

Assalamualaikum..

Annyeonghaseyo Myra imnida.. :)
haizzzz... almost 4years being single with no one inside my heart..
somehow as a normal girl..
i really wanna have someone here by my side..
to love n pampered me as other girl should get..

Being single somehow is great because i am free to do what i love to do and flirting whenever i want to do so..
but sometimes it will caused Super-Lonely that i couldn't describe..
every time i saw a couple with a warm love, ill ask my self 'will i get someone soon?'
its not because i'm jealous, but its because of i think this is da ideal time for me to get one..

but sometime i could think this way 'am i worth to be someone GF? im not a girl with good look n good size.. im just a jobless girl'
but deep inside my heart i always wish to get someone who will appreciate me as who i am..
Love me as i love him.. n always be my side through my happy n sad tyme..
that is my wish..
Oh ALLAH.. plz fulfill my wish.. amin..

his smile.. his eyes

his smile.. his eyes..
its haunting me...
make me hypnotize
and make me crazy..

his smile.. his eyes..
make my adrenaline running like non stop
make my heart beating like flash
and make me melting like an ice..

that smile.. that eyes..
is impossible for me to forget it!!
i juz cant let u go from my mind..
but.. thruthfully i know that i cant get u!!
it is COMFIRM!!

Oppa,
please know that
im falling in love with u..
ill always be ur secret admire!!
Boshynieyh-shi!!!

Because of 2PM

I put a reminder for 8 oct to be da early birds for 2PM Asia Tour Concert tix. I wanna buy Rock Pitt area at first but i dun have fwen to go with me, so i decided wanna take a VVIP numbered sit. Its becoz if im late i still can get a best view of my oppa.

I Wake up early in da morning, i guess i can be da early bird who can Q in front of da line. Its about 10am i reach Viva Home in order to buy da best tix.. but unluckily when i reach there, its about 200people already there n Q waiting for the tix counter open. I need to Q at level 3 staircase. I brought Aiman to accompany me, but he cant stay longer with me coz he wanna watch movie. So luckily i can make a few new fren there. so i still waiting n waiting while chit chatting with my new fren bout 2PM n K-Pop.. about 3hours later, we need to change our Q line. From da Staircase to parking site. After that we need to waiting for another hour for da counter to open.

About 2pm da counter is open for us. Although the counter is already open but we still need to wait until our turn come. About an hour after the counter open, a very bad news come. The TM discount is already sold out and the worsen news is my choosen sit VVIP is also sold out!! i was like.. WTH??? i was there for about 5hour and i cant buy my choosen tix?? i was so disappointed.. :( after discussing with my bro n my fwen, im decided to buy FREE ZONE tix. hurmm... From Rock Pitt to VVIP n in the end juz can get FREE ZONE.. hurmmm.. so sad :( So on that concert day i have to be there early in da morning in order to grab a best sit there. For its ok as long as i can see my Taecyeon.

so.. I went through all those moment BECAUSE OF 2PM.. now im juz counting day till da date of 25th November 2011.. n so i can see my Oppa!! ♥

Nama dia.. @dafiismailsabri

Siapa dia si baju kuning itu???
Nama dia Dafi..

dah lama kenal dia??
lebih kurang 3 ke 4 tahun...

Siapa dia pada kamu??
Dafi.. seorang artis Malaysia yang paling Myra minati!!!

Kenapa minat Dafi??
erm.. without reason.. mungkin kerasa sikap dan kejujuran dia... serta setiap tutur kata dia yang susah untuk menyinggung perasaaan seseorang.. dan juga senyumannya yang manis :)

Dafi ok x??
Dia sangat OK!! dia seorang yang baik dan sweet.. sebab tuh Myra peminat no.1 Dafi.. sebab Dafi Baik Punya!!

Dafi pernah berubah??
TAK!! sekali pun tak pernah.. masih kekal seperti dulu.. masih lagi seorang Dafi yang myra kenal 3tahun lalu.. masih kaya dengan senyuman dan budi bahasa.. tak pernah menyakiti hati myra walaupun sekali.. Dia masih lagi Dafi itu.. dafi yang dulu...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Jangan sakiti dia...
jangan lukai dia..
jangan abaikan dia..
kelak kalian kan menyesal...

Jangan sakiti dia..
jangan lukai dia..
kerasa setiap baris ayat yang melukai dia
akan turut kurasai pedihnya...
melukai dia bermakna kalian melukaiku..

Jangan sakiti dia..
jangan lukai dia..
kerna dia sedang lakukan yang terbaik untuk kita semua
untuk semua hidupan disekelilingnya..
tegur jika dia tersalah..
maafkan jika dia bersalah..

Jangan sakiti Dafi..
jangan lukai Dafi..
kerana Dafi tak layak untuk dilukai..

♥Saranghae Oppa♥

Last Fathers Day -rindu separuh mati

Last Fathers Day..
tak sangka ini merupak yang terakhir
tak sangka tahun depan takkan ada lagi sambutan ini buat ayah..
tak sangka ayah akan pergi tinggalkan ayang..
tak sangka hanya dengan sepotong kek itu mengakhiri Fathers Day..

Last Fathers Day
ayah.. maafkan ayang sebab tak mampu untuk berikan yang lebih lagi..
maafkan ayang sebab hanya sepotong kek itu menjadi saksi
maafkan ayang ayah..

ayang rindu ayah.. rindu..
sangatttt... sangatttt...
rindu separuh mati...

maafkan ayang kerna masih menangisi pemergian ayah..
maafkan ayang sebab tak mampu menyeka air mata ini..
ayang sayang ayah sangat2..

ayang tak boleh simpan lagi rasa rindu ni...
ayang tak boleh pergi area tawakkal.. nanti ayang mst nangis..
semua yang ada di sekitar tuh membuatkan ayang rindu ayah..
terlalu byk kenangan kita di sana ayah..

maafkan ayang tak mampu tunai kan hajat ayah utk jadi fisio..
ayang bukan tak nak tapi ayang tak mampu nak tunaikan..
tak mampu rasanya nak jejakkan kaki ke mana2 hospital lagi..
ayang lemah ayah... ayang tak kuat..
ayang terlalu rindu ayah...
ayang rindu separuh mati...

AL FATIHAH

Aidilfitri 2011

Assalamualaikum...

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua :) (lambat sket entry ni kua kan :P)
in m last post i was wondered how my Aidilfitri will be without Ayah, Tok bah, Pak Ngah n Nyang.. hurm... ok now ill tell u guys how the feeling of 1st Syawal this year...

Start from Malam raya i dun feel like wanna celebrate tis year Aidilfitri.. but its a must aite?? so i juz start a simple preparation, juz feeling like daily house chores... kemas apa2 yang patut..

Mornink of 1st syawal.. i felt weird, i dun hear my dad voice tat usually will wake me up n ask me n siblings to help mum to prepared some food.. hurmm... my tears like wanna poping out, but i shall controll it bcoz i dun wanna ruined everyone raya mood.. so juz do what i should do. then when it come to salam bersamalamn tyme.. its really touched me.. hurmmm.. :( no more ayah n tok bah.. juz us.. semakin berkurangan.. :(

Then we went to Ayah n Tok Bah's grave.. n that the place make my tears drop like hell i cant controll it anymore.. but i tend to cover it from others.. hurmmm... i miss them damn much.. no words can tell how hurt it felt tat day.. only ALLAH knows.. :(

Mr.Taec everywhere

my new phone themes...
Mr.Taec everywhere :P

Geng Meroyan Paling Giler!!

salam guysss..
Sebabkan semua org pon wat posting ala2 pujangga raya gitew... i ols pown nak jugekkkk.. hahahha... kali ni i nak buat warkah hari raya buat my dear GMPG!!!

kepada my dear GMPG (Geng Meroyan Paling Giler)!! thx for being part of my life.. sorry if im seems so cruel to u guyssometimes... hehehe... btw i would like to thx u guyz for all tat u guys did for me, erul n SaranghaErul... its so wonderful to have a group of frens like u guyz.. sometime i forget bout our frenship because i could feel more than tat.. we juz like a real sibling.. we could share everything together.. either inner or outer thinggy.. thxxx yaw...

MashieMaro Villa : thx for da Litchin n godam knowledge.. hahaha
Cik Jana : thx for being a good moderator for CB.. im apprciate it..
AmAnina Azizan: u know what adikk.. sometimes i u could be so annoying but somehow i realize u acctually so naive n cute.. hehehe.. so its ok to b annoying sometimes.. :P
Ekin Zoro: ouhhh my kak ekin.. thx for be my ear when i need someone to look up to.. heheeh.. :) n thx for being such a naughty sister to us.. hahahha
Nor Mazilah Aj : hey mrs.khairul rizam :) hahaha.. u too adik.. sometimes i tend to b so annoying.. especially when it come to abg n erul thinggy.. hahhaha.. but somehow ur annoyingness make me laugh n happy.. hahahhaa.... thx for ur help k...
Eyra Azmi: (ermm.. apa ak nak cakap pasal eyra ni erk?? hahhaha) hey kak eyra... thx for being apart of my life as well as u b apart of GMPG.. hehehe..

so, i would like to take this opportunity to wish u guyz Happy Eid Mubarak (bukan khairul mubarak ok!!) n wish all da best for u guyzzz

-Myra Azlan -

Qiss n Ara Story

This two girl..
really make my day brighter
give me often smile
and always put aside my tears

Qiss and Ara
thx for being here with me
in right time n right place

hey twins misssiy!!!
i love u both!!!


This is Ara bby... :)

Ramadhan oh Syawal

Ramadhan is come to the end..
Syawal is juz around da corner..
what i can say is juz.. Nothing..
yeappp.. Nothing!!

Juz like an empty
Coke tin..
beautiful out side but nothing inside...
peeps may say tat im happy for da upcoming Syawal
but da truth is..
im feeling Nothing!! Empty heart!!

Its doesn't mean anything to me..
this is my 1st tyme Syawal without Ayah..
i juz dunno what will happen..
how do i get through da day without him..
Blurrrr...

The things that only in my mind is
I MISS HIM so much!!
i do miss my dad really much!!
how can i describe da feeling??
hurmmmm....