Last Fathers Day..
tak sangka ini merupak yang terakhir
tak sangka tahun depan takkan ada lagi sambutan ini buat ayah..
tak sangka ayah akan pergi tinggalkan ayang..
tak sangka hanya dengan sepotong kek itu mengakhiri Fathers Day..
Last Fathers Day
ayah.. maafkan ayang sebab tak mampu untuk berikan yang lebih lagi..
maafkan ayang sebab hanya sepotong kek itu menjadi saksi
maafkan ayang ayah..
ayang rindu ayah.. rindu..
sangatttt... sangatttt...
rindu separuh mati...
maafkan ayang kerna masih menangisi pemergian ayah..
maafkan ayang sebab tak mampu menyeka air mata ini..
ayang sayang ayah sangat2..
ayang tak boleh simpan lagi rasa rindu ni...
ayang tak boleh pergi area tawakkal.. nanti ayang mst nangis..
semua yang ada di sekitar tuh membuatkan ayang rindu ayah..
terlalu byk kenangan kita di sana ayah..
maafkan ayang tak mampu tunai kan hajat ayah utk jadi fisio..
ayang bukan tak nak tapi ayang tak mampu nak tunaikan..
tak mampu rasanya nak jejakkan kaki ke mana2 hospital lagi..
ayang lemah ayah... ayang tak kuat..
ayang terlalu rindu ayah...
ayang rindu separuh mati...
AL FATIHAH
Friday, September 30, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Aidilfitri 2011
Assalamualaikum...
Salam Aidilfitri buat semua :) (lambat sket entry ni kua kan :P)
in m last post i was wondered how my Aidilfitri will be without Ayah, Tok bah, Pak Ngah n Nyang.. hurm... ok now ill tell u guys how the feeling of 1st Syawal this year...
Start from Malam raya i dun feel like wanna celebrate tis year Aidilfitri.. but its a must aite?? so i juz start a simple preparation, juz feeling like daily house chores... kemas apa2 yang patut..
Mornink of 1st syawal.. i felt weird, i dun hear my dad voice tat usually will wake me up n ask me n siblings to help mum to prepared some food.. hurmm... my tears like wanna poping out, but i shall controll it bcoz i dun wanna ruined everyone raya mood.. so juz do what i should do. then when it come to salam bersamalamn tyme.. its really touched me.. hurmmm.. :( no more ayah n tok bah.. juz us.. semakin berkurangan.. :(
Then we went to Ayah n Tok Bah's grave.. n that the place make my tears drop like hell i cant controll it anymore.. but i tend to cover it from others.. hurmmm... i miss them damn much.. no words can tell how hurt it felt tat day.. only ALLAH knows.. :(
Salam Aidilfitri buat semua :) (lambat sket entry ni kua kan :P)in m last post i was wondered how my Aidilfitri will be without Ayah, Tok bah, Pak Ngah n Nyang.. hurm... ok now ill tell u guys how the feeling of 1st Syawal this year...
Start from Malam raya i dun feel like wanna celebrate tis year Aidilfitri.. but its a must aite?? so i juz start a simple preparation, juz feeling like daily house chores... kemas apa2 yang patut..
Mornink of 1st syawal.. i felt weird, i dun hear my dad voice tat usually will wake me up n ask me n siblings to help mum to prepared some food.. hurmm... my tears like wanna poping out, but i shall controll it bcoz i dun wanna ruined everyone raya mood.. so juz do what i should do. then when it come to salam bersamalamn tyme.. its really touched me.. hurmmm.. :( no more ayah n tok bah.. juz us.. semakin berkurangan.. :(
Then we went to Ayah n Tok Bah's grave.. n that the place make my tears drop like hell i cant controll it anymore.. but i tend to cover it from others.. hurmmm... i miss them damn much.. no words can tell how hurt it felt tat day.. only ALLAH knows.. :(
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