Sunday, January 20, 2013

Aku rindu

Aku rindu..
ketika itu..
ketika kau benar-benar ada..
kau sentiasa ada..

Aku rindu..
ketika itu..
aku sedih.. 
aku menangis..
dan engkau hadir..
kata-katamu bagaikan ubat..
merawat segala kesedihan..
menghapus air mata..

Aku rindu..
ketika itu..
kau sering menampal senyuman di wajahku..
melukis pelangi di hariku..
dan mencampak bintang malamku..

Aku Rindu..
Ketika itu..
saat pertama jumpa..
hangat dakapanmu masih kurasa..
aku rindu segalanya..
aku rindu..

Aku rindu..
dimana dirimu yang dulu??
dimana pelangiku??
dimana bintangku??
dimana senyuman yang kau tampalkan itu??
aku rindu padamu.. 
sungguh aku rindu..

Mengapa kini kita jauh???
Kau semakin hilang..
kau melangkah jauh dariku..
seolah aku tidak wujud disini..
mungkin bagimu aku bukan siapa-siapa..
aku hanya angin yang datang menyapa 
dan terus hilang dibawa arus??
begitu???

Dia...

Dia..
aku tak ingin kehilangannya..
aku ingin dia selalu bersamaku..
senyumannya adalah kebahagiaanku..
namun... dia bukan milikku..
tidak pernah menjadi milikku..

Dia..
seperti pelangi indah mewarnai hariku..
bagai kupu-kupu cantik bertebangan..
bagai udara yang membenarkan aku bernafas..
tanpanya kelam duniaku
tanpanya.. bagaimana harusku bernafas lagi??

Dia..
terlalu beharga bagiku..
dia menyempurnakanku..

Dia..
Hanya bintang yang tinggai di langit
tak mungkin bisa ku gapai..
namun aku masih bisa melihat dan berbicara padanya..

Dia..
Aku mahu dia...

Thursday, January 10, 2013

GDA in malaysia


Hey Kpopers!!! counting date for GDA huh????!!! 
Bunch of our Kpop idol will flooding here in our country Malaysia. Dont have the tix yet?!! Get it now!!! 

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Teary Fathers Day

its been a month from my last tweet...

as u guyz know this week is Fathers Day week.. Such a sorrow n mellow week for me.. i miss him so much.. My week is fulfilled by tears n tears n cry n cry.. always sound emo on twitter.. n i'm lucky to have fwens who always there supporting me no matter what.. myra sayang kowang tawu x??!!! thx to my abang Baki also who always give me a moral support with his beautiful words.. seriously everytime i think of Ayah i'll cry.. but everytime abg gv his words i'll cry more.. but after all da words from abg is one of the method make me feel better and stronger.. thx abg :)

Ayah..
I know you in da greatest place up there...
I juz want u to know that I LOVE u so much!!

Ya Allah..
plz place my dad in da best place up there..
plz forgive his sin..
plz make him rest in peace..

Ayah..
even-though u are not here..
i know you always see me here..
I LOVE you ayah..
If juz u are here with me..
i know u will always lend me ur ears to hear all my dreams n life story..

*i cant say much.. this tear keep on running*

Friday, May 18, 2012

Baki Zainal fan meeting

Assalamualaikum...Annyeonghaseyo chinggu :)
lama me tak muncul kat sini kan?? dah bersawang da blog ku ni.. hahaha..

Last saturday 12May2012 was an awesome day for me.. FINALLY i met my Mr.BakiZainal officially (my 1st time met him at 2pm concert.. tgk dia dari jauh je.. )!!! i was like.. OMG!!! OMG!! is this for real??? hahahhaa... from da day i got da invitation by baki oppa (direct from twitter.. he DM me juz after after he announce about da fan meet on 8tvnitelive..) i was like 'dsbcnuwvehcjbdjERT$T#@$TY$^%#FER' so super excited n speechless!!!!

my present for him..
cemana bole minat baki?? (i heard this question a few times b4) hahaha.. seriously i dunno how to answer this question.. hahahha.. he's not a pretty boy like dafi and not as 'hulk' as Taecyeon.. but Baki Zainal is juz a sweet guy who can put a smile on my face.. and... now im falling in LOVE with Baki Oppa.. 0 ouhooo... oppa did u jampi me or something?? hahahha... juz kiddin :P

Rejuvenate 
 Ok... Ok.. back to Baki Zainal Fan Meeting punyer citer.. heheheh.. Its juz a simple event but it was totally awesome weiiii~~~ taw nape?? obviously laa because of Baki Zainal was there.. hahaha..
oppa oppa dance :)
Oppa masuk dengan kejutan tarian lagu Oppa Oppa.. hehehe.. siyesly i like ur face expression when u dancing.. hehehe.. the dancer also greatt.. daebak!! Masa oppa bagi speech tu dia mcam nak nangis je.. siyesly tat time i feel sebak too.. a few time yg dia sebak i can feel it too.. nasib baik x ternangis situ.. huhuhu..
'you know what.. im gonna give u a big hug' baki oppa's best caption in da world!!!
and yang paling tak sangka he can recognize me.. auwwww... oppa u burst out my heart ok.. hehehe.. rasa nak pengsan.. hahahaha... sumpah tak sangka u kenal muka i.. maybe sbb banyak sgt tweetpic kot.. hahaha..
me sgt happy juga bile dapat jumpe dengan kak nadia n kak guibooo.. hehehe.. i'm one of 8tvnitelive punye penonton setia ok.. lagi2 for kpop awesome wei charts.. :-) i love 'gimme that chikaro' n 'wachananaJoho' hahaha.. dapat peluang nyanyi both masa fan meet tuh.. hahahha..

VVI :) hahaha.. thx unnies temankan myra..
i dunno how to say bout da fan meet but overall its awesome gilak!!! from da start till the end i cant stop smile n smile n smile.. Thx baki oppa.. i love u so much!!


Baki Oppa sedang membuat wish sambil mata dia bergenang air mata..
My words for Baki Oppa..
♥ - Semoga oppa terus berjaya dalam apa juga yg oppa lakukan..
♥ - Keep on smile smile n smile for me n for the entire world..
♥ - Happy happy selalu..
♥ - Jaga diri jaga kesihatan..
♥ - Be yourself and keep on Love KPOP!!
♥ - Always remember that i will always here to be with u and support u no matter what..
♥ - OPPA I LOVE U!!! SARANGHAEYO!!

Friday, April 13, 2012

Hansik (Korean Food)

Assalamualaikum..
안녕하세요 Chinggu :)

Hansik, is a Korean food. Hansik usually contains less meat than most traditional Western or Chinese cuisine, and features a wide variety of fermented foods, assorted vegetable dishes, and rice. It is very nutritious and is becoming more and more popular around the world for its health benefits. So.. Today, i would like to show a few Korean Famous Food.


Galbi is a Korean food such as beef ribs are cut short. In Korean, or galbi mean Kalbi ribs (short ribs) or the meat around the ribs. Sometimes, food can also be made using pork ribs. Kalbi be spiced or cooked without seasoning. When seasoned, usually chops soaked in sauce made from pear juice Asian origin, rice wine (rice wine), soy sauce, garlic, sesame oil, and sugars. This sauce can be made more spicy or more clear, according to taste.

Kimchi represents Korea's best known food. Koreans serve kimchi at almost every meal, and few Koreans can last more than a few days before cravings get the better of them. During the 1988 Summer Olympic Games, thousands of foreigners were introduced to it for the first time. Despite a reputation for being spicy, most people usually develop a taste for it, and many foreigners also find themselves missing it after returning to their home country.

Japchae is a stir-fried dish that combines sweet vermicelli noodles made from the starch of a white sweet potato, thinly slices of beef, and various vegetables. It is usually prepared with carrots, green onion, spinach, shiitake mushrooms and green peppers. Beef may be added as an option but may be left out to be served as a vegetarian dish. The noodles are gray when raw and turn almost translucent when cooked (thus given its popular nickname, glass noodles). When cooked correctly, they retain a chewy texture.

Bibimbap is a signature Korean dish. The word literally means "mixed meal" or "mixed rice". Bibimbap is served as a bowl of warm white rice topped with namul (sautéed and seasoned vegetables) and gochujang (chili pepper paste). A raw or fried egg and sliced meat (usually beef) are common additions. The ingredients are stirred together thoroughly just before eating. It can be served either cold or hot. This is one of my Favorite Hansik, i will always looking for Bibimbap everytime i had a Korean Food.

Last but not least, is my favourite snack Tteobokki or Spicy rice cake. Tteokbokki is essentially Korean rice cakes and dried fish cakes cooked in a spicy gochujang sauce. You can vary the spice levels by adding more water or less gochujang (Korean chili papper paste). i Love to eat Tteobokki while watching TV or Surfing Internet.

So, If you guys craving for all those Hansik you guyz can get it at any shopping Mall in KL such as Pavillion, KL Festival City, Mid Valley and many more. Just go and try you wont regret. :)


Monday, April 9, 2012

K-pop

assalamualaikum..
안녕하세요 Chinggu :)
K-Pop is a musical genre consisting of pop, dance, electropop, hip hop, rock, R&B, electronic music originating in South Korea. In addition to music, K-pop has grown into a popular subculture among teenagers and young adults around the world, resulting in widespread interest in the fashion and style of Korean idol groups and singers.
That is what Wikipedia said. For me my personal reason why i do love K-Pop so much because of the freshness and liveliness of the music and groove. K-Pop is actually one of releasing stress method. By hearing n enjoying K-Pop music it will make us feel more alive and free. Flying with the wings of K-Pop will make u feel so nice.
My favorite Idol is 2PM. Obviously by reading all those previous post and also my background song. For me 2PM is a real K-Pop should be, Cute, Masculine, great moves, energetic, nice voice and superb attitude. All of those criteria will blend together and make the K-Pop arena being more awesome. A group of six belong to Taecyeon, Nichkhun, JunHo, JunSu, ChanSung and WooYoung is one of the best Hallyu Idols and one of the most popular idol in the world. They never make their fans feel regret by supporting them. Their performance is rated as beastly because of their rough movement and acrobatic step.

So, as my conclusion there be nothing wrong with K-Pop. Love K-Pop you will know how to love music.

Friday, April 6, 2012

Korea... What Inspire me about Korea??

Assalamualaikum... 안녕하세요 Chinggu :)

Korea.. That is the country that i really want to go. Why?? i know.. you guys maybe say i want to go to Korea because i am one of the fanatic fans of K-Pop idol.. so that i can stalking them there.. right??
animida... Actually since i'm in primary School i started to watch much of Korean Drama, such as Winter Sonata, Autumn In My Heart and many more. I love to see how nice the atmosphere of winter in Korea in Winter Sonata and How great peacefully environment view of Korea in 'Autumn in myheart'. Since then i really wish i could be in Korea.

After that I started to learn more about Korea through the TV, internet and some magazine. To be precise, It was when KbsWorld that makes me love Korea more. For the first time in my life I watched a variety show that introduce their country's special place, it is 2 Days 1 Night. Through that program I've learned that even in a Metropolitan country there are still such beautiful place that preserved and remain unchanged through time. I even learned that there are many beautiful island in Korea and one of it is Jeju Island that even recognized as one of 7 wonders of the world.

Of course it would be a lie if I say I don't like Kpop Wave. My favorite Kpop idol is 2PM of course, they are a group of 6 beastly man in one group and each of them possess different talents. I want to know about Korea more. That's why I should be the one who will win this opportunity!!

Saturday, March 31, 2012

5 Years we've been togehter

assalamualaikum..

Dear Mr. Dafiismailsabri,
Its 5 years already since day 1 i know u!!! daebak!! its a new record for me.. Myra Azlan is not kind of person who can solidly will Love celebrity this much n stay this long.. most of my fav celebrity is now not anymore my bias!! till now only Dafi n Mila who really grab my heart for this long.. i ♥ u!!! neomu Saranghaeyo!! i hope we will always be together for the up coming years.. im glad to have u as my fav celebrity.. Dafi.. u never disappoint me.. never ever.. i wish i will be here as your fans even when ur hair turn white.. i wish this feeling will stay strong.. :)




Happy Anniversary nae 1st Sarang ♥

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last Day in 2011

Yeahhh!!!
Good bye 20011~~
please go away...
2011 give me so much of pain..
please go with all my pain..

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Im Hottest yes i do!!


Hottest!!!
I'm really proud to be Hottest!!!
yeah i do!!
Once HOTTEST forever HOTTEST!!
I LOVE WooYong, JunHo, JunSu, Nichkhun, ChanSung and Taecyeon
Obviously my bias is Taecyeon!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Happy OkCat Day!!!!


Baby!!!
Happy Birthday..
OK Taecyeon Oppa!!!
not much i can say..
but the only true things hat i want u to know that
I LOVE YOU!!!
muchhhh... very much!!!!
Plz live longer to put my smile on my face n give me oxygen to breath!!!
auwwwwwwww...
u r my hottest namja baby!!!
LOVE YOU!!!


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Happy 23rd Birthday Dafi

Happy Birthday Dafi!!!!
Saengil Chuka Hamnida!!


Its reached 5 years since our 1st met!!
yeahhh!!! not much to say..
i juz wanna wish u happy always
n success in your carreer..
happy with your loves n life..
your happiness is mine too..
Let your self happy...
i love u no metter what..
i love you..
n i love you!!!

Happy Birthday Dafi!!!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

2pm Hands Up Asia Tour

Put Your hands up!!! Put Your hands up!!! put put put put put put.. Put Your hands up!!!

weeeeeeeeeee... *wertyujkjnhbvcx*

Happy like crazy... ok2... i reached to Stadium Negara at 8am.. im lucky coz fify do reserved a placed for me in a que line.. becoz she arrive at the stadium 8pm on 24th nite.. michessoe?? hahaha... then i do queing there for 11 hour.. for sure not standing laa.. since fify was da 1st person queing for Free Sitting Right area so im 2nd.. hahaha.. happyyyy.. so my place is under roof n near door where i can feel da air cond too.. haevenly.. but of coourse i felt boring too.. so i meet some fren there n rounding at that area.. jalan2 sampai penat then duduk balik.. makan n jalan2 balik.. que for some official 2pm merchandise.. damn great moment with Hottest :) the best part is when all of us start to stand up and waiting for da door to open.. my gang do sing 2pm song as loud as we can.. hahahhaa... since they r playing some song from 2pm so our spirit is increase for da concert.. when da door is open me n fify run like hell in order to get a best place for da best view.. yeahhh!! we make it!! when da concert start i feel like im dreaming.. i look my 6 namja by my own eyes.. all performance was DAEBAK!!!! but da awesome time when Taecyeon jump to da audience n it juz near my place.. i was scream like hell... i wish he will come to my place.. he do noticed me shouting n waving to him.. he do look at me n wave to me back.. OMG i was like @#$%^Y$TEWRTE%%^$ hahahhaa... speechless.. his eyes is the tiger eyes.. :) that was the awesome nite of me.. then when they sang thank you i was like crying with undesribable feel.. really!!! then me n my bro go to da backstage gate n waiting for da boys to came out.. unluckyly the wan was curtained so we cant see through it.. but feel happy when nichan heard im screaming to him n he do wave to us.. :)

Monday, November 28, 2011

My Great 2PM days Y♥o♥Y

Assalamualaikum... Annyeonghaseyo chinggu \♥,♥/

2PM 2PM 2PM 2PM... Arghhhhh!!!... That is the only things that play in my mind from a week ago infact till now.. im forget everything about my problem n my love (termasuk pasal my Janggun-nim).. only 2pm in my head.. michesseo??? hahaha..
Start with da countdown.. keep on conting down since i get da tix from Viva Home.. everyday every nite im conting down without fail.. and at last da day arrives...

23/11/2011 - Wednesday...
a bunch of rumours is played all over internet bout their arrival time n place.. i juz gamble n went to KLIA as early 7am... coz i heard da boys will touch down about 7am -10am.. it was a really bad day for me.. because after 7hours (lucky i found Kah Mei.. she did accompany me..) of waiting i juz get a genuine info that the boys will arrive at 10.30pm.. i was like crying.. i cant wait till that hour coz it will be no transport for me to get back home.. so i'd no choice, i have to forget about waelcoming da boys n juz going back.. on my way back i was really sad n crying.. my mood is totally going down.. :( i felt very bad, as soon as i arrived home.. i off my phone n juz sleep.. its a record when i went to sleep about 9pm tat nite.. it was my bad day ever...

24/11/2011 - Thursday..
Its a Hi-5 Session day.. because of i cant see them when their arrive, i plan to stalk them at the Hilton KL Hotel.. but im in dilemma, should or shouldnt go?? i juz keep on thinking.. then suddenly i decided to go there n talk them.. as well as my say yes i juz take LRT n go to Hilton.. i ask Kah Mei to wait for me there.. as soon as i arrived there, Sarah start a conversation with me.. shes the one who que behind me at the Viva Home.. we have a great talk, then come a fwe Hottest n join our conversation.. it was greatt, juz knowing them about a minute but we all can get along.. after Kah Mei n all the Hottest is in for the Hi-5 thinggy only me n a few Hottest who is unlucky to get the Hi-5 tix left at the carpark.. then i go to a group of 4 girl who looks like planning some evil things.. i juz go into their conversation, then we decided to juz go inside the Hotel n stalk them.. we pretend like wanna use the toilet, then the guard let us in.. yes!!! its da tyme.. we stalk all over place to know where is the event location.. at last we get da information, directly we went to da place.. at level 6.. we heard Hottest shouting like hell when the boys make their appearance.. on tat tyme, i really cant control myself.. i juz go n stalk them from a small hole at the door.. then i saw my taec.. OMG!!! i cant believe i see him!! but i still cant control myself.. i wanna see more.. at last i push the door.. OMG!!! i see TAECYEON n his figure!!! OMG he so hot!!! but unluckyly the staff noticed me.. he push me out.. its ok.. i already saw my Taec.. i feel like in dream.. :) i juz smile like silly girl, shouting n jumping.. hahahaha... that is my 1st tyme ever to stalking someone like that.. hahahaha.. after that i still try to enter the room, after that one Hilton bodyguard came out n shouting at us.. he ask us to leave the floor.. hahaha.. i juz smile at him.. buat bodo suda.. dah penat dia halau xda org dengar.. after he enter the room back we go to door back.. hahaha.. when the door open we try to stalk again.. n a saw my taec again... after the Hi-5 session ended.. me, saah n kah mei still wait at the car park to stalk them.. because they will going to Stadium for rehearsal after the Hi-5.. but we cant managed to wait till then because the driver said they might leave from other floor.. n we juz went bak home.. prepare for da concert.. :)

ill continue about da concert on the next post :)

Monday, November 21, 2011

my great team

This is my team..
they juz put a bright smile to me..

guys.. thx for da beautiful frenship
that i could never buy anywhere..
all the time that we spend together
such a great time for me..

kak siti... mummyyy.. hahaha.. thx for ur kindness
fierra.. nnt kite g kahwin awak k..
hajar.. detektif yg cantikk..
yasmien.. suara rock gitew.. nice to knw u..
nana.. sonok borak ngn ko..
yana.. i love karaoke wit u.. len kali kite g lagi k..

Pen.. sonok layan ko punye mengarutness tuh...
panjang.. ko punye 'star' wanna be attitude tu sgt lawak k.. hahhaa..
Hanafi.. klu ak tgk green apple sure igt ko.. hahaha
Hafifi.. physio yg paling sempoi n gilerr...
Fadzil.. thx selalu teman aku makan n layan kerenah aku..
Joko.. hahaha.. kau lawak tp ak suke dgr ko membebel..
Ijal.. ko belakon mmg best.. gud luck bro..
Joe flizzo.. kau mmg ske mengarut n wat bunyi2 yg pelik.. kekeke
Hirman.. lets go clubbin together one day.. rindu ko do mel!! hahaha
Amirul.. ko xbyk cakap.. tp best.. gudluck budak ptpl..
Syafiq.. hahaha.. sally yg akan aku igt sampai biler.. kelas ko nokss..

my dear cikgu..
cikgu avaa... gerak gerak gerak khass.. hehehhe.. cikgu thx for da input.. i hope i can learn more from u.. cikgu sgt best n sempoi.. love u cikgu!! sowi sbb amik masa lama sgt utk scene kaunsel singh tuh.. hehehe..
cikgu sherry.. cikgu mmg sempoi n rock!!! thx sbb sabar je ajar saya masa nk deliver dialog kaunsel singh tuh.. btw this is a confession.. sebenarnye da lama saya nk ckp ni... saya suke sgt lakonan2 cikgu since tari tirana lg.. :)

thx guys...
thx for everything...
juz love the way you are..
bogo shippo...
♥♥♥♥♥




Friday, November 4, 2011

so bad so sad so stress..

so bad so sad so stress...
so.. so.. so..
ottoke??? hurmm..
i juz cant bear to live this way..
i juz cant bear this feelin anymore
i juz cant bear to hurt again...

so bad..
when i still dont know
what is da status???
my heart is non stop
beating with his name
my adrenalin is running fast
with his looks..
love me??? or not??
really need da answer!!

So Sad..
when i cant have it
when i really need it!!
i am desperately want it!!
i wish i could turn back time
and i would choose the right things again..

So stress!!
when i feel bad n sad in da same time..

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Dont be nice to me... Jong KooK..



Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder

I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about ti again and again as if I took a picture

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchantly introduce me as just someone you know

The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't wat to answer, but I couldnt
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way

Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool infront of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

hey Stalker!!

hey ya mr.stalker!!
i juz wanna let u know that
i hate u!!!

Please keep your self out of my life!!
i dun need u in my life..

plz keep on reminding yourself
that WE dun need u!!!

~kthxbye~

Monday, October 17, 2011

Single and available ♥

Assalamualaikum..

Annyeonghaseyo Myra imnida.. :)
haizzzz... almost 4years being single with no one inside my heart..
somehow as a normal girl..
i really wanna have someone here by my side..
to love n pampered me as other girl should get..

Being single somehow is great because i am free to do what i love to do and flirting whenever i want to do so..
but sometimes it will caused Super-Lonely that i couldn't describe..
every time i saw a couple with a warm love, ill ask my self 'will i get someone soon?'
its not because i'm jealous, but its because of i think this is da ideal time for me to get one..

but sometime i could think this way 'am i worth to be someone GF? im not a girl with good look n good size.. im just a jobless girl'
but deep inside my heart i always wish to get someone who will appreciate me as who i am..
Love me as i love him.. n always be my side through my happy n sad tyme..
that is my wish..
Oh ALLAH.. plz fulfill my wish.. amin..